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Drowning His Sorrow by MamaMangle Drowning His Sorrow by MamaMangle
*James examining a pile of empty alcohol bottles in heavens night*

"Liquor bottles... I don't need that right now. It's not that I don't drink... In fact, I drink a fair bit.
to get away from the pain, the loneliness.... But the drinking never changes anything. Anyway..I don't need it now. there's something I have to do.."


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this was a quick render. quick to render, very little post work..it's sloppy but.. I kinda like it. I painted the hair when I had a migraine coming and my vision was starting to go. so forgive the sloppiness.
anyhow. enjoy james being sad.

james by johnyherbert
bar by...shpropsforxnalara, I think..?
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CatisColth Featured By Owner Nov 27, 2015  Student Traditional Artist
I love atmosphere here ... sorry for my english
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MamaMangle Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2015  Professional General Artist
no need to say sorry dear light pink heart bullet  thank you very much! Who Wants a Foxy Hug??? (Chat Icon) 
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CatisColth Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2015  Student Traditional Artist
Adventure Foxy - FNAF World - GIF Icon 
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sHoNi89 Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
James is my favourite male character from SH and you just did a great render with him. It is SOO fitting to his character and I can only say "Good job!" :)
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MamaMangle Featured By Owner Jan 9, 2015  Professional General Artist
yeah before downpour he was my absolute favourite character. I love his original voice.. it's so deep and gentle. I imagined him being a relative and phoning me each night to read me bedtime stories XD so I made it so for my OC, being cousins. james is so desperately sad..behind his cluelessness and frequent blonde moments..he is so very very lonely. I don't think he hated mary at all.. I think he resented her, but I know he loved her truly. but ..as it goes, "quick flash of anger, lifetime of regret." he kissed her before he did it.. I dunno why but I just adore james ♥
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Ygure Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2014
James :heart: darn, I love the dark environment and his posing, he looks so faithless and destroyed,  it makes me remember the whole silent Hill 2 game 's feeling. Very well done 
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MamaMangle Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2014  Professional General Artist
that's what I was going for ^-^ I wanted to use the quote he says in game..and I just imagined him ..not long after killing mary, convinced she'd been dead for years...crawling into a bottle of alcohol to block out her face and voice. I do love james.. he's such a gentle soul..thats why I made it so that even as adults, james would call emmie across the world to read to her before bed >w< his voice is just lovely. if murphy hadn't existed, I would be paired with james XD. but hes emmies cousin instead.
thank you beautiful! I'd love to see some sh2 stuff from you, too! and ill do some sh3 stuff >w<
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O-Luna-O Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2014
its so nice! you can feel James emotions... thanks for share
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MamaMangle Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2014  Professional General Artist
XD thank you sweetiekins ♥ when I read that part in the game this is what popped into my head <3
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StacyAdler Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
My, beautiful, sad and beautiful :hug:
I wanna learn how to make renders like you :') specially the hair *3*
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MamaMangle Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2014  Professional General Artist
but you already do better renders than me XD you use cycles! I don't use it because it takes insanely long to set nodes for each and every part of the mesh. im glad you like it beautifuls! ~♥!
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StacyAdler Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
But the way you make hair... I can't find any tutorial to learn how to paint like that... it's awesome!
It doesn't matter if you don't use cycles, your renders are perfect!! :heart:
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MamaMangle Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2014  Professional General Artist
I didn't follow any tutorials. I just learned the old fashioned way :3 by studying hair. besides... I kinda like being the only one who paints hair like that XD
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StacyAdler Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Well, the truth is: I don't know that old fashioned way x'D since I can't find any tutorial to paint hair. Any. It's very frustrating.
But you're right, your style is unique ^_^
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ADS04 Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2014  Student Digital Artist
great job^^
...ugh*snif*i felling worried and so sad for James :(
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MamaMangle Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2014  Professional General Artist
he misses his Mary :c I mean hey, it's his own fault >3>...but y'know, he'd blocked it out and convinced himself she died three years previous. silly james. he's my favourite protagonist after murphymurphmurph >w<
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ADS04 Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Ok^^
Keep it up dear and respectful friend^^
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CharonA101 Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
That's a really atmospheric and beautiful render.:happybounce:  I might visit Heavens Night and order a lot of martini. I hope might meet some resident  of Silent Hill. Maybe Emmie or Maria. :D (Big Grin) 

I hope you feel better, the render looks great.:happybounce: 
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MamaMangle Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2014  Professional General Artist
hahaha I could see Emmie in my head pouring coffee for herself and murph and she looked up when I read about her being in heavens night and she poured coffee all over the work top XD now murphy is fussing trying to clear it up hahaha. I might actually make an image of that XD
glad you like it sweetie! ~♥! >w< eeeeeeeeeee!
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